2008 CA Bar Results Come out in 3 hours...

Here it goes again...the soul of the CA bar exam and my law school life follows me, as the results of the CA bar exam for February 2008 is scheduled for release in three freaking hours!

I tried not to think about it, until today. Either way, I am prepared for the results. It has been exactly one year since I graduated from law school. Everything in my life has been on hold...while await for the "this candidate appears on the pass list" prompt on the computer screen. I've held off getting pregnant. I've held off going on vacations. I've held off looking for another job. Every thing and all things were focused on this one goal.

I patiently watched as other people moved on with life - bought houses, got married, had babies, went on trips, while I (and sadly my other half), remained on a pause.

Just breathe, I tell myself. I will try to stay calm, breathe, and take it in one moment at a time.